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This blog has been quite. Silence has crept in. What is going on in my head, life, experiences? Day to day events happen. Time passes yet what to share and what do I guard for only me to know.

Life has been challenging. I feel I am at a crossroads. I am on the verge of a breakthrough with some of my past insecurities and struggles. I fight daily for a well balanced holistic life that is filled with meaning. I am an intentional person and am not afraid to show my feelings.

Today I had a conversation with a friend that was just simply good. He brought to my attention things I have never questioned about myself. Friends who ask the hard questions are beautiful to me. They bring the truth out of the darkness. I cannot hide forever.

I am a person who constantly lives in the details of life. Big decisions easily can be made. Little daily ones are where I find I am weak. The most indecisive.

I want to be free. I want to live in the moment more. Something that I have realized is I get so caught up in my dreams and hopes, even my fears that it paralyzes me from seeing and experiencing the beauty that surrounds me daily. I need to find balance.

I seek peace. I want to love myself better. I want to freely accept love from others. I desire to be free. I want to let go...and just be.