new year.

as much as I try, I just can't get into this blogging world. I mean i read others and feel inspired in more ways than one but what do i have to share that I really want the whole world to see? And if you are reading this, then chances are you know me. you know my life. you know my struggles. and what makes me laugh and cry so why do I need to share anything on here. as much as I want to write on this daily, i just can't seem to get any motivation. so for now, my thoughts will be kept privately from the world wide web.

I will say a few things about 2008.

I found a beautiful community that challenges me and loves me through it all.

And with that, I have met some amazing new friends that I am constantly overwhelmed by their beauty, grace and life that they bring to me daily.

I had a slight career change. Similar job just added responsibilities. I thoroughly enjoy the people I work with and inspire me daily.

I have a best friend that probably knows me more than anyone else on this earth. and for that I am deeply grateful.

I moved and love my cozy new place.

mom's condition has not changed. not good. not bad. just the same.

key words in my life this year: breathe, rhythm, guarding, protecting, living, present.

so what is next? what will 2009 bring? I don't know. and I don't want to know because the thing is...my life is beautiful with the here and now. through the pains, the joys, the heartaches...I truly lead a blessed life.

happy new year my dear friends.